Missing missing you.

Went to friend's birthday gathering just now..
Had my first spicy STEAMBOAT here,
I bet you can't imagine what my feeling was!
Ingredient for steamboat is expensive and not that easy to get the tasty and fresh ones..
Feeling wanna go back home so much,
And eat as much as I can haha!
Well...
I always... eat as much as I can!!!!!
That's why SO fat...................Gosssh!

Walking back to hostel after party,
Finding stars is so enjoyable:)
What I always do when I get the chance!
Love the sky here,
Like we're so near and I can feel you..
Was talking the story again..
Describing...
Recalling memory...
It's March again,
So I miss you more and more...
Year by year...
Forever and forever.

Am very good here,
No worries,
/Jie.

Let's get started!

New life should really begin!!
No more excuses...
Hellllllo!?
Stop eating and playing around like doing nothing..
Am always trying hard to remind myself,
Why I am here right now!

Dream oh dream.
I knew what I wanna get,
Who I wanna be,
but I..
Lost!!
Sometimes.. :(

I would have gone to somewhere else if...
....There's no "IF" in real life!
BE -100%- myself,
yeah, started today!!!!

What I did this morning!

Happy first try on BREAD yoohoo
Thanks the one who gave me the secret recipe!
Although I didn't really 100% follow instructions haha

Be happy and grateful,
/Elly.

a Quick update!

It's hard to believe that I'm here now.
A country that so far away from me.
It's all alright.
No worries.

Two short paragraphs that I wanna share and don't know where to post,
not FB, not insta, not twitter, not other apps.
So I came here :)

“说爱我 说爱我 难道你不再爱我
我的泪 滴下来 你从来不曾看过” 

“舍不得你是那颗我的心 飘啊飘地在你面前捉摸不定
舍不得你是那份我的请 而徘徊在你面前属于你的我”

The songs aren't that nice actually,
but the songs, they're actually that nice.

By the way,
A sad news to announce to myself here..
My English is still very poor I think..
Didn't talk much...
Keep avoiding eye contact with others...
Don't wanna meet new ones...
Just miss you all a lot.
Love ya,
/me.